How am i not tilting?!

played a cheeky session of 5 more tonight and got deepish in all
finished:
78/180 - K6 v 73hh, all in on a flop of 966 (2 hearts) he hit
48/180 - KK v AK aipf Ace on turn
29/180 - AA v QQ aipf Queen on river
19/180 - QQ v A9 aipf - Ace on flop, then JJ v A3o , makes low straight (aipf) BUBBLE
16/180 - AQ v AJ aipf - jack on turn

Man when my shit as luck disappears i will be cruising these, and i think thats why im not tilting as i see myself edge closer to the $100 starter mark. I honestly can see a string of FT's once this curse is lifted.

All i gotta do is make sure i sont abuse it and play worse, as my spots that im picking are good, and im just losing 80/20's like there 20/80's

Just tralled through PT and seen that:

won 37% of coinflips
won 62% of overpairs vs underpairs

now that is running:
-11% on races and
-18% on overs v unders

imagine how many more cashes and huge chipstacks i woulda had!?

hope it settles down and i see that extra almost 30% of varience go my way, well tech 60%!!!

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